My heart is changing

One of the prayers that i have had for the longest time now, well really since preparing for Alaska, has been that God would open my ears and eyes to the joys and struggles around me.

As i wake up each morning i try and remember to ask for that and for God to break my heart for what break his.

Now, a slight change in thinking, but it will all connect.  Any who, for the longest time my heart has been hooked to ministry, more specifically speaking and traveling around doing that.  I mean eventually i would love to be either a youth or a lead pastor of a church, but still having the ability to travel around for three months out of the year to go speak at other events.  You may be thinking that is a little crazy, but my ministry just isn't within the church i am with.  Any who, that desire of ministry has expanded to own my own missions organization setting up service projects around the world, and this desire of mine deserves a whole other blog, but ask me about it and i will gladly tell you.

All of that to come to the title of the blog.  My heart is changing.  More correctly stated, it is expanding.  God is breaking my heart for what breaks his and that is to do missions.  I so desire to travel the world serving God rockin it for him.  In praying about it and him growing me in this passion i feel a very clear message.  That message is to get out of this debt that i have incurred and he will send me wherever he desires me to go.

I am excited to see where God is leading me and to where i will serve.  I know and hope that i will be serving people around where i live, which would include my family, but also others in this general area around me.  And i can't wait to serve miles away from where i live, like maybe even Africa.

Again, i am just pumped and excited to see where God is taking me and to see how he will continually prepare for where he wants me to go.